ANAK HILANG

hola! its been a while since the last time i wrote my TWWB hehe.

owkay, first i want to thank God for evuuury things that already happened on me till today.

like He walk with me always, literally beside me, and whatever He wanted, he done it to me perfectly.

and i believe that there aren't "too late to say apologize". especially to God. you can turn around from ur world's life to God's will. no need to be worry to be refused by Him. he will open his hand to take u back to that "light".

i have been in the darkest part of my life. really dark like a Vanta black (im done with that material). at first i feel like i really dont have a space to be forgiven by Him. but i knew yes He hate sin but He never hate the sinner. so when i started to forget my sin and going back to start my new life every day, i feel that peace and feel so grateful, so loved.

and make me want to serve everything that i can. make me wonder where i have been for this long time?
i know im nothing. im knowing nothing in this place and with these peoples, but i dont know, something inside me want to take that opportunity. not because the pride or being well known, no, its because im nothing without Him, and He have given us eveeeeerrryyything, the sweet moment of our life. so what can i do unless ask God what to do to thank Him? Serve Him! thats

yes, i cant hear His voice and i cant see His face. but i can feel it in my heart wishpering me. one thing, i really need more lessons to be a good crew.

 "be it done unto me according to Your  word." (baca: Terjadilah padaku menurut kehendakMu)

once lost, i found.
lost child.