DO NOT WANT CAN NOT

Its complicated.

Its complicated to be around them. They saw me like a kid, they saw me like a baby.

They saw me like i cant finish my responsibilities

They just did what best for them, none even see my own good.

So, when will i start to learn? They saw me like i dont want to do, and then they finished it in their own way, 

no, its because i completely dont know how to do it.

I honestly dont know how to do it, doesnt mean i dont want to do it. Seems like i cant do it yes but it doesnt mean i dont want to do it.

Help me so i can, i know im just a mess, everything, everything! cause i completely dont fucking damn know what the hell shit i have to do next.

Just-tell-me. Gimme an example,  ways, discuses, what ever so i know what to do.

Okay you guys just made a mistake. Yeah you. Especially.

Maybe they have to feel my kinda phobia someday, its not cool, its hurt.

Unmoodly,

LAURENTIA -,-